Tracking calories for straight up weight loss. Calories in Calories out.
I'm using an app called MyNetDiary that a nurse friend recommended.
I managed to lose about 6 lbs in a few weeks according to my scale. My pants are fitting looser.
My goal is to get down to 267, by July 1st. Arbitary, but I hope to visit Canada this summer since the borders are open and see a friend who lives there.
I have PKU, which is a metabolic disorder preventing me from eating a lot of protein. I shouldn't, but I do. It's just so good.
It's a rare disorder I was born with and I've been on different forms of treatment over the years. Still am.
I have ADHD that I'm on medicine for now. It's put in a better place. I didn't realize how out of control I became.
I also have depression and anxiety. Some of that has subsided with the ADHD medicine even though that's not it's purpose.
I have more energy in the evenings. I'm currently playing catch up with some things that I didn't realize had piled up so much because of a depressive state I sunk into.
My mental processing capacity and ability to focus have increased.
I have high blood pressure that I'm taking two medicines for at max dosage each of 50mg.
I have not been measuring it, but I should.
I am out of shape. My respatory endurance is not what it was. My strength has diminished a bit. I pushed a few cars out of the snow and ice last winter and while a couple people called me strong (physics did most the work), I could barely breathe to save my life.
I want to look cool in costumes. Proportional.
Right now, I feel I look like a troll.
I've given up the idea that I will have an athletic lean body. I'm more accepting that my peak body image would be something more along the lines of the Hulk.
I have not been exercising for mental health reasons, so I will need to start light when I do.
I may not update this log every day, but we'll see. Maybe I'll make it a ritual.
Thank you for the welcomes and well wishes
I started the article "Training On The Weekends vs Training Every Day" the other day and finished it this evening.
It mentioned "hidden exercise" - to which I thought about the position I just applied for at work. My position right now has me chained to a desk and phone. The position I applied for will have me quite the opposite. It will require me to be more active, walking around the university campus, which is awesome. If I get the position, one plan might be "hidden" exercise during the week, warrior on the weekend.
Hello all, just checking in.
Ran the Darebee fitness test today and have established my fitness level of 1.
Been looking programs and workouts and challenges to get a sense of what I want to begin with.
I'm also working on improving my microbiome. Bananas and oatmeal for prebiotics and dill pickles, sauerkraut, and pickled beets for some additional prebiotics. Had an bad experience with some fast food yesterday, Friday. I've had bad experiences like it before, but this one hit different. Resolved to get things back under control. Considered only consuming oatmeal for a while, but probably not the best idea.
Since food has always been an uphill battle for many reasons, if I can discipline myself to eat how I need to and not how I want to, I might be able to apply that discipline to other areas of life.
Hey all, just checking in.
Looking at workouts and such.
My doc wants me to log a month's worth of blood pressure measurements. Thought I might pair that up with a program. Look at starting at "Square One", as it were. Other workouts would some simple isometrics and upper body punches. I realized today that I haven't worked up a good sweat in quite a while.
For my metabolic disorder, I need to send in blood samples to get tested for phenylalanine levels. My most recent level, from the end of November was a 4.2. That is the lowest I've ever had it, even though that is still a tad high. My range has been around 13-15 in the past.
To understand why that's significant, allow me to share a little about it. Phenylalanine (Phe for short) levels in an affected person's blood can be measured in micromoles or miligrams per deciliter (mg/dL). Each has a different numbering system. The one I'm most familiar with is mg/dL. So the 4.2, 13, and 15 I mentioned before is mg/dL. The ideal level is 2 mg/dL. I may never hit that number, but the lower I can keep, the better. The higher it goes, the worse the mental issues get. And without treatment, the more severe they can get. This thing is it's own beast.
The ADHD medicine I've been on has affected a few factors that contribute to the low level, one of which is appetite. Small appetite is one of the side affects which lead to me eating a lot less than I was. With my enhanced brain power and mental capacity from the medicine, I could do more with food at home instead of ordering takeout most of the time. Both of these were instrumental in keeping me from eating high-protein food and thus keeping high amounts of Phe from my system. The issue with the extra Phe in the blood is that it penetrates the blood-brain barrier and builds up, and that buildup causes the increased mental issues.
I have to be careful when I exercise though, because this ADHD medicine also contributes to high blood pressure. Based on my last measurement, the ADHD medicine and blood pressure medicine are canceling each other out, hence the month of logs I have to do.
Every time I've said I have plans in the past, I was not of sufficient mind to carry them out and so became frustrated at myself because I knew I had the intelligence to do it, just not the mental acuity to stick with it. This time is different.
I recently took part in the Lensa trend running around and saw what I could become if I applied myself. That gave me some motivation. Ignited a deep-seated fire within. No delusions of grandeur though. Yeah, I want to look great in costumes, but I'm getting into the mindset of approaching my body was I would my car: Though I do like to have my car looking good as it can, I don't have it tricked out with spoilers and useless accessories - I focus on the systems that matter...the engine, the tires, the windows, the battery. I've started with my microbiome: I bought a few fermented foods for prebiotics and I have oatmeal for probiotics. I'm staying away from bread entirely. Every time I have bread, my system eats itself alive. Yes, whole grain bread too.
Things are progressing. My mentality right now is about getting the root systems taken care of. Laying a foundation for later changes, activities, and other assorted fitness spontaneities.
Hey all, just checking in.
Been doing some dedicated exercising when I can. Got 10 days into the Square One program before life/work got busy and tiring. My living room was a pit, but I was able to get it cleaned up and straightened last weekend, and I celebrated with a small workout. Not sure why I suddenly get motivation in December, the worst month of the year for stability and consistency. Got some exercise from digging out my car twice from the recent snow storms here. Made sure to alternate hands with the shovel, so I was getting a complete workout, lol.
I'll have an interview next week for a different position at work that'll have me a little more active than sitting at a desk all day and hopefully keep my stress levels down.
I had to go a week without my ADHD medicine and ended up overeating, gaining back some of the weight I had lost.
Having a full 11 days off has given me the time to get some things taken care of and some foundations laid that I can check off the list. The goal is to make a schedule that I have to discipline myself to follow. It was hard before I had medicine because I didn't have to mental ability to do so. But now, there's no reason I shouldn't be able to do it.
Hey all, just checking in.
I discovered the Bookmarks feature and saved a bunch of workouts that I plan to utilize. Though, after discovering I can have multiple lists, I am now plotting how I will sort them for efficieny. It was an involuntary response, however...ingrained from developing time management skills as a coping method in response to competing work priorities and pressured expectations at my workplace.
I'll probably continue my trip through the database, bookmarking interesting workouts and figure out how to sort them later considering the feature is browser and device specific.
The easiest thing for my brain to process is to get moving, which WILL drive me toward the right food. I need to disciplined in my methods, yes, but within the constraints of how my brain processes things. I know based on past experience that after I exercise my system does not want junk food, even for a few days afterward, so I just have to keep up the exercising at a schedule my brain can easily process, then eating the good food my system wants which will keep my calorie count low enough and then blammo...I'll be on my way.
I also made another workout for myself called "Ow...my back..." that contains isometric and dynamic exercises that target the back. I pulled the images from several Darebee workouts and even created new graphic to illustrate the birddog exercise because I hadn't seen one used yet. I found a similar exercise graphic, but it's done from a hand-and-knees position whereas birddog is done from pushup position. Disclaimer: I put copyright info on it, but the workout "Ow...my back..." is for my personal use and not intended to be shared with anyone, publicly or privately.
Update: the birddog exercise is in the Exercise Video Library as Alt Arm/Leg Raises
Hey all, just checkin' in.
Just about done with finding workouts. Got them seperated out into some basic groups. Also found a glitch. If you put a ampersand "&" in the name of a bookmark group like "Abs & Core", it gets read as "Abs &" and creates extra groups named "amp" everytime another group is made thereafter. And then if you save a workout to the default group "My Bookmarks" it gets assigned to every "amp" group. ....so don't put ampersands in bookmark group names, lol. Not sure how fix it.
Cracked open my app MyNetDiary after having neglected it for a while. Weighed in at 329 lbs today. Recorded that and set a new goal: lose 49 lbs by June 30th to weigh in at 282 lbs. Planning a trip to Canada the first week of July.
Came up with a potentially fun exercise idea: get d4 and a d10, pick four of your favorite exercises and assign them a number 1-4. Then spend 30 minutes just rolling dice. The number on the d4 corresponds with exercise, the d10 determines how many reps. Intensity is determined by type of exercise and/or type of die (d6, d8, d12, d20).
Hey all, just checkin' in. It has been 3 weeks. In that time, the Spring semester has started at the university I work at, I started a couple more classes there, and I was offered the job I mentioned in my Dec 30 post. So it's been busy. It was abnormally busy the week before I started my new position. Good eating habits fell by the wayside. Calorie counting fell by the wayside, too, though, I am more aware of how much I'm eating and how much will actually satisfy me.
Jan 22, a week after my last post, I weighed in at 329 again.
Jan 28, I weighed in at 328.
Today, Feb 4, I weighed in at 331.
I have not started exercising yet. I plan to do some today, though.
I've determined that if nothing else, I need to increase my muscular strength in my upper body. That and respiratory endurance. Right now, my lower body is stronger than my upper body. I think resp. endurance will increase a bit with the new job, but I'm thinking like if a push a car, I don't want feel like I'm gonna pass-out.