FinallyMeRB
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My health journal is on the 3rd book, the 398th day. Keeping it has been a grounding experiment in consistency. I have been active to various degrees since longer than that, years. During those years I have been chronically ill, unknowingly so for the majority of it and undertreated for almost all of the remainder. In fact, I started keeping a health journal as a way to fight the systemic gaslighting of my doctor(s). The act of physically writing the details of my day is healing for me, but it's private. None of the professionals have wanted to see it. My voice sits alone on the page.
My health has improved with better medication and supplementation. I feel well enough to start expanding my physical abilities. And in my mental health journey, I am realizing that I want to participate in the world, have a voice in it, encourage and be encouraged. I have been isolated mentally and emotionally for so long, I don't really know what I want to say. But I think sharing my process here is at least a start. Even if it's 1 degree more open than a physical journal, I look forward to being able to review my history and reaffirm in those hard moments of the future that I have been living; I have been trying.
You're welcome here, too.
My health has improved with better medication and supplementation. I feel well enough to start expanding my physical abilities. And in my mental health journey, I am realizing that I want to participate in the world, have a voice in it, encourage and be encouraged. I have been isolated mentally and emotionally for so long, I don't really know what I want to say. But I think sharing my process here is at least a start. Even if it's 1 degree more open than a physical journal, I look forward to being able to review my history and reaffirm in those hard moments of the future that I have been living; I have been trying.
You're welcome here, too.
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The universe declined to completely remove my sickness, so I have had the funk all day to varying degrees. Unfortunately, we're also involved in a legal dispute, and I spent the majority of the afternoon researching, organizing, and filling out paperwork while feeling like moths and bees were fluttering around in my sinuses. Still, even though we're both entirely drained right now, husband and I showed up for ourselves and moved our bodies.


Did I automatically become a world-renowned athlete?
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So, I got him in the end. lol Tomorrow is a rest day that I'm really looking forward to. My shoulder injury is acting up, so I have plans on the maintenance routine I use for such an occasion. But that'll be for tomorrow. No use making up for lost logging time by future logging.





