Middleage start

[Gurg]

Hello,
I found this site, and it is goregous.

Well, situation is like this:
- I'm 49 years old
- don't have any sports activities
- I work at office on PC, sit in car, and get home watch tv on couch, and every day same.
- once or two days at week I'm walking few kilometers
- eat what wife puts on table
- drink cofee and smoke up to one pack
- sleep 6-7 hours a day
- recently I startee to feel pain in bones and mussles when woke up
- my knee pains as I had surgery 10 years ago

So, I set goals:
- improve fitness
- become more healthy
- improve s*x form, if its possible

A decide to start with 10 minutes general fitness program.
Starting tonight, and if not get heatr attack, I'll check out Progress.

 

[JohnStrong]

Welcome fellow bee in their 40s

 

[Mamatigerj]

Welcome to the Hive!

 

[Gurg]

Well, thanks bussy bees.
I survived first set.

First day

Iz wasnt so hard. I got sweat, and hart rate was 99bpm.
My heigt is 174cm, and weight 75kg.
We'll see what is for tomorrow.

 

[Anek]

Hello and welcome!

 

[FlowersandPetals]

Hi!

 

[Nebulus]

Welcome to the hive!

 

[Gurg]

Wow, 2nd day..
I made it. Hard to catch breath after 10 minutes, but it works.
Now I messured myself, and will take measures again after 30 days, to see if there was any progress. I write down biceps, chest, belly, hips, legs.

 

[Gurg]

Nutriton for today:
Breakfast: "Topa" (traditional meal, chease on butter)


Lunch: Döner, beef with bread and salad

Probably thats all for today, but we"ll see.

 

[Fremen]

Welcome

 

[Gurg]

Third day, and I'm wounded. After starting enthusiasm, It's time to face bitter reality.
Second day was for legs and lover body, and now my muscles inflamed and I walk as zombie. And today in exercises for arms and shoulders, it started to get painful in left shoulder. I didn't know that I even have muscles there.
I was watching our strong and beautiful teachers on video tutorials how they are doing exercises with smile and easy. But that's not my case, when stopwatch ticked 10 minutes, it was salvation. I understand now what is meaning of "old beaten dog".
But no surrender. I hope tomorrow will be better.

 

[neilarey]

they are doing exercises with smile

It's a mental trick. If you smile while exercising it actually makes it easier to get through. You don't have to feel like smiling, the act itself sends a signal to your brain: "this is fun, this is enjoyable". At the very least, your brain gets confused and pain signal gets jammed I works for me! At this point, it's the Pavlov's dog response with me

 

[aku-chan]

 

[MadamMeow]

Nice to meet you!

 

[Gurg]

It's a mental trick. If you smile while exercising it actually makes it easier to get through. You don't have to feel like smiling, the act itself sends a signal to your brain: "this is fun, this is enjoyable". At the very least, your brain gets confused and pain signal gets jammed I works for me! At this point, it's the Pavlov's dog response with me

Attention, Queen is speaking!!!

Thanks fo a tip.

I just found some ancient scripts covered with sweat, tears and blood, and I remembered I was Your fan years ago. I download it, and printed it, and bind it myself. If I didn't ask for permission, I apologize, I donated now 5$. Sorry.

 

[Gurg]

I'll try different approach, this is kinda boring... Who gives a s*hit which exercises I make.

So I started M&B2 Bannerlord game from beginning, I'll try to make progress in combination with Darebee exercises. I'll make diary, but my English is bad, so I'm not sure what will that look like. I'll write what ever get on my mind. Wish me luck.

This is AI Enhanced story

Beginning

The gritty taste of dust was the first thing I registered, along with a throbbing ache blooming across my ribs. My eyes flew open to the sky, a merciless summer blue, and then to the rough ropes biting into my wrists and ankles. Robbers. The cowardly jackals had ambushed me, beaten me senseless, and then… well, they hadn't finished the job, had they? I was still breathing, anger a hot coal in my gut.
One of them, a lout with a face like a squashed melon, was snoring under a tree, my own horse, Bayar, tethered nearby. My sabre and bow lay carelessly near his head – a fool’s reward for his ease. He must have thought me a harmless lamb to be fleeced. He was about to discover a Khuzait lamb has teeth.

It took ten grueling minutes of wrestling, the rough fibers of the rope burning my skin, but the knots finally yielded. I stood, my body screaming in protest, and planted a solid kick into the sleeping robber's face. He gurgled and didn't move. I scooped up my weapons, untied Bayar, and left the two cowards in the dust. Serves them right for underestimating a son of the Steppes.

Hours later, I reached a mountain village clinging to the side of the hills like a frightened limpet. It was deep within the Empire’s lands, a place of stone and narrow pathways, so unlike the wide, open plains I was used to. The folk here were an odd bunch. They hurried about their business, eyes downcast, and made no effort to meet my gaze. I might as well have been a ghost for the lack of acknowledgment. They were clearly a cautious lot, wary of strangers, perhaps more so with someone with features like mine. A "savage" from the East, no doubt. I tied Bayar in front of a large, weathered barn, hoping for some respite from the relentless sun.

The hunger pangs gnawing at my stomach were impossible to ignore. I took a deep breath and walked toward the heart of the village. Surely the chieftain, whoever he may be, would have a crust of bread and perhaps some work to offer a weary traveler like myself. I had survived being robbed, and the Empire’s disdain for my kind. Surely a bit of food and drink shouldn't be too much to ask for. I have journeyed far and will continue until I get my fill. The steppes haven't raise a quitter. I just hope this "chieftain" is less foolish than the last man who tried to rob me.

 

[Gurg]

Don't deal with peasants

The dust of the road still clings to my leathers, a fine, gritty testament to the frustrating day I've endured. I rode into that village – a cluster of sun-baked huts and wary faces – hoping to find the elder. He was nowhere to be seen. Or perhaps he was, cloaked in the same impenetrable silence all the villagers seemed to favor.

Then, the cursed need arose. A desperate dance, and a series of increasingly frantic questions met only with a strangely uniform response: “Pigaínete éxo apó to chorió.”* They said it with a wave of the hand, a flick of the wrist, as if dismissing a fly. Obviously, some local custom I was failing to grasp. I’d never felt so close to wetting myself in my life. The embarrassment would be enough to make any man want to dig a hole. I finally found a suitable spot well away from the huts and returned, feeling a fool.

At long last, a kind soul offered bread, good sharp cheese, and not a word of explanation. I lay down in the dust, weary to the bone, leaning against my horse, intending a moment’s rest. No sooner had my eyelids begun to droop when a mangy cur decided my leg was its personal chew toy. Snarling and snapping, it lunged, and I found myself scrabbling in the dirt, trying to defend myself with my boots and my temper. Enough! I scrambled to my feet, mounted my horse, and left that godforsaken place behind in a cloud of dust.

Now, I ride towards Poros. The sun dips low, painting the sky in hues of orange and blood – a fitting backdrop for my mood. I have 1000 dinars, enough to get me started, I hope. I plan to recruit some men, strong of arm and stout of heart. Maybe some who know how to interpret these strange local customs. We'll find a way to rebuild what was lost.

Just before the last light faded, I came to the gates of Poros. A hulking guard, clad in leather and iron, greeted me. “Geia sou xéne, ti théleis?”** he said, his voice rough, yet with a hint of a welcome in it.

"Merhaba. Geiá sou!" I replied, a strange mix of familiarity and bewilderment, not entirely sure if I was about to make yet another fool of myself.






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*Greek: "Go outside the village"
**Greek: "Hello stranger, what do you want?"
***Turkish: "Hello"

 

[Gurg]

First assignment

The city gates, creaking on their hinges, barely registered my presence. I’m no warrior, not in the way these guards understand it. I'm a ghost, a shadow, and they waved me through with a shrug. Perhaps the dust of the road disguised me, or perhaps they simply didn't see past the worn leather and patched tunic. My purpose was hidden, a seed of ambition planted deep. After what felt like an eternity of weaving through the labyrinthine streets of Poros, I found him – Phirentos the Knife. The name alone was enough to give one pause. He lurked in a dimly lit tavern, his eyes like chips of obsidian, taking me in with a calculating gaze.

He spoke in the rough tongue of the streets, "Chreiázomai meriká sklirá paidiá gia ti douleiá."* I understood. He needed tough men for a job. It was a chance, a foothold in this viper’s nest of a city. I promised him seven such men by the next moon.

This, of course, was a lie. I knew the city held no shortage of men, but those with truly hardened hands were not eager to fall under Phirentos' sway. My task was not to find thugs, but to cultivate a force. I found ten men from the villages on the periphery of Poros. Brave souls, but untested, mostly young, their eyes bright with the foolish gleam of adventure. They looked to me to guide them, a responsibility I carried with a grim kind of satisfaction.

Our first task was to... acquire experience. I spotted a gang operating on the far side of the fields, five of them, moving with a purpose. They were quick, like weasels, and we spent a full day tracking them, the chase taking us so far that we crossed into the Western Empire. The smell of foreign soil was acrid, the air different, and it set my teeth on edge. I haven't been this far west since... well, since the long years I spent as a slave in Vlandia.

Finally, we had our quarry cornered. The memory hit me hard, the cruel sun of Vlandia, the whip, the faces of my captors. But then, my mind focused on her. The noble warrior girl, Goldenhair, I called her. With her endless practice of swordplay, her strength, beauty and confidence. I saw her in my mind’s eye as the fight began. My skin prickled with a familiar rush of anticipation. I was rusty, no doubt. But the fighting was not my concern. My men were.

They fought with a terrifying ferocity, fueled by some mix of fear and excitement, and I watched from horseback, circling the chaotic melee, while we wiped out our target. They were too fast for me today, too hungry. The men refused to surrender. None of them survived.
By the time I got to them, they were all dead. It was a messy business, but one I needed them to witness. Blood was the ink we needed to write our story. But this is just the beginning.



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*Greek: "I need some dangerous guys for work"

 

[Gurg]

Tavern

The sea air, thick with the scent of salt and fish, was a welcome change from the stale dust of the road. We were all weary – myself especially – after chasing those Eastern curs across half the province. Their “spoils,” as they called them, were now mine, and we found ourselves at the edge of Zeonica. The city loomed, its great towers a reassuring sight against the pale sky, a promise of rest that I craved.

I rode my weary horse through the gates, my band clattering behind. First order of business, the market. The boots and rugs, not worth much to those thugs, fetched me a paltry 200 dinars. I exchanged them immediately for grain, grapes, and a slab of rather tough-looking meat. Financials were bleak. I need two thousand dinars to establish my enterprise and I have 660, and they are dwindling with each purchase.

The afternoon was spent in a leisurely stroll, something I rarely allow myself. I even managed to swat a few particularly persistent mosquitos, a small victory in an otherwise taxing day. I sent the men to find their own amusements and strolled in the direction of the local tavern.

The food there was richer, the juice stronger, and, much to my surprise, I found myself face-to-face with one of Zeonica's less reputable citizens, Rhanos Knucklebones. He was a hulking brute of a man, a gang leader from the looks of him, and he offered me a proposition – a chance to earn some coin by “persuading” some rival gang members to reconsider their current activities. For reasons I couldn't quite explain, I accepted. I’d pledged to help Phirentos the Knife, and this would put me in closer proximity to that end. It would certainly not be a relaxing few days in Zeonica.

The diner was excellent, though the tavern’s maid, a dark-haired beauty with a knowing smile, surprised me with her words: "Vuoi qualcos'altro, pelato?"*

“Ciao bella!!” I replied, the only words I knew of the West Empire tongue. I met her gaze with a boldness born of weariness, and a sudden realization that a good stretch with such a beautiful woman would do me good.


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* Italian: Would you like something else, baldie?

 

[Saffity]

I love how you've got your story going! Well done!

 

[Gurg]

I love how you've got your story going! Well done!

Thanks, it rolls with sweat and pain...

 

[Gurg]

Gangs of Zeonica

The tavern was dim, lit by flickering candles that danced across Bella's skin. Her wide hips swayed like ocean waves as she moved between tables, a rhythm that snagged my gaze. My insides did a clumsy pirouette. A foolish hope, a phantom sail, unfurled within me. Then, she looked at me - a fleeting glance, but one that promised more. I paid the barkeep, a hurried transaction, and followed her outside, my heart pounding a frantic serenade.

Instead of a lover's embrace, I met the hard end of a clay jar. It shattered on my skull, a cold, stinging shock. Her father, the owner, loomed over me, boot connecting with my stomach. He spat, a vile, wet sound, and flung a handful of coins at me. “Hai dimenticato il resto, pezzo di merda!” * The romance, if you could call it that, was over before it began.

Shame and fury, not at them, but at myself, fueled my steps. How to blame father protecting his daughter? I wandered the narrow, darkening streets of Zeonica, a caged animal pacing. I’ve been stuck here, waiting few day for Rhanos. Tonight, he called. It was time. We met on the square, our crew facing off against the rival gang, forty strong. After the threats, the brawl erupted. I held back, watching, before diving into the melee, sword in hand. I saw one young man step before me and I kicked, the impact a sickening crunch, a broken ribcage, the echo of my failed romance. He flew back, a small price paid for my bruised ego.

We won. Rhanos gave me 700 dinars for my part. I looked at the coins, my purse heavy but my heart empty as ripped net. Time to leave this cursed town.


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*Italian: You forgot your change, you scumbag!

 

[Gurg]

Aika the She-Wolf

Another day, another dusty road. Before leaving Zeonica, I’d struck gold at the market. Word got around that grapes from Zeonica fetched a handsome price in Poros. I managed to double my investment, netting 900 dinars after paying 500 to load the bags. I was dead on my feet by the time we reached Poros. My only activity was staring at the tavern ceiling, the aches in my back keeping me company. But I did some moves on the ground for relief.

Come evening, hunger dragged me downstairs. A figure in the corner caught my eye—a girl wearing a fur cap, a Khuzait, like myself. She was toying with a knife, her gaze distant. I’ve always enjoyed female company; “Merhaba kızım. Hikayeni anlat bana.” * I said.

Her eyes met mine, cold and devoid of emotion. She didn't smile, just began her tale: slavers had taken her as a child. The Empire had legends of warrior-women of the steppe, and they used her to play that role, pitting her against other slaves for entertainment. She did so well, that she made her master very rich. She said that over a score of her fellow slaves must've felt her blade. But the night her master tried to play he-wolf game with her, she left him without a dick and his guards without heads. Now she run from North to Eastern Empire lands.

Her story was a warning, but I did not mind it. I needed a companion like this. With a grin I offered for her to join me. "Tamam, altı yüz," she replied, asking for six hundred dinars, and I felt a spark in my belly. "Adınız ne?" I inquired for her name. "Aika Dişi Kurt," she replied, her wolf eyes like sharp daggers. My journey was about to get interesting.


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* Turkish: Hello, girl. Tell me what is your story.

 

[Gurg]

Goldenhair

The dust dance on the horizon as we ride east. I paid 700 dinars for that mare, a sturdy thing with eyes like flint, perfect for Aika. She's a steppe girl, through and through, and though I’m fifty, old enough to be her father, I can't help but watch her. She knows it, too, feels my gaze linger, but her eyes never quite meet mine. We both carry the marks of slavery, though hers are fresher than mine.

Buried feelings erupted again. I remember the Vlandian fields of Galend, crawling under the sting of the whip, the endless toil under a brutal sun. And then there was her, Goldenhair, the knight’s daughter. When she was not on campaign, she trained with such ferocity, a whirlwind of steel and sweat. Her smile, even in the midst of such strain, was like a beacon. Her dog, Pavlov, was always at her heels. My feelings were a tangled mess of fear, admiration, and something... deeper. I could recall every muscle that rippled under her tunic, every move she made.

Then the peasants revolted, flames licked at the castle walls, and I fled, promising the smoke-filled sky that I would see her again, that I would move heaven and earth, rise armies, burn cities, kill kings just to touch her hand... I was brought back to the present, though, by Aika's voice, sharp and tinged with irritation. "Dikkat edin, aga, boklara basacaksınız."* It seems even grand ambitions are no match for a stray pile of horse dung.


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*Turkish: Watch out, sir, you're going to step on shit

 

[Gurg]

Map

Lycaron's walls felt like a cage after the open road. Ten bandits tried to make us their prey, but their greed became our gain. The market buzzed with trade, and I managed to turn their ill-gotten weapons and clothes into a decent sum. One of them, a skinny young lad, is now our reluctant guest, tied up in the stables. I put him to sleep. Back in the tavern, I paid the lads their due, leaving 400 dinars in my purse. Not a fortune, but enough to keep us moving.

I called for Aika, "Gel, canım, sana bir şey göstereyim,"* trying to lighten the air. She hates being called "dear" but she still came, her face close enough to feel the warmth of her breath. She smelled of garlic and dried sweat, but I didn't mind. I spread the new map, the parchment crackling. I pointed to Lycaron, then to Odokh, our destination. I explained my plan – gather Khuzait horsemen, a fast-moving, hard-hitting band. Money and adventure would follow, I was sure. She listened, her gaze tracing the map, but when my voice fell silent, she looked up, eyes burning like a wolf's, and asked, very quietly, "Bunu neden yaptın?" ** I looked into her eyes but said nothing. The day had worn me down. I left her standing there and went to bed, the question echoing in my mind. Some things are better left unspoken.



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* Turkish: Come, dear, to show you something
** Turkish: Why did you do that?

 

[Gurg]

Jealousy

The fog hangs heavy today, clinging to the valley like a shroud. I can barely see past the snout of my horse, which is just as well, I suppose. The air is damp and cold, a constant reminder of the hardships this journey demands. I’ve decided we need to make a few shopping runs to Poros. We will need more coin if we’re to push further east.

I still haven’t spoken a word to Aika. Not since she asked me that cursed question. It all started when she joined our group. One of our young men, stupidly named Amor, began to circle around her like a lovesick pup. He smiled that idiotic grin of his, brought her water and food, told jokes I’m sure were asinine, and generally made a buffoon of himself. I couldn’t stand it. I hated it, with a ferocity that surprised even myself. He had everything I lacked: youth, a full head of hair, muscles that rippled with every move. I was nothing compared to him.

Then, disaster. Yesterday, in our trek, we came across a hill rumored to harbor bandits. A perfect opportunity, I thought. I decided to flush them out, and asked for a volunteer to scout ahead. Amor, predictably, practically jumped on his legs, eager to impress Aika. He ran, with that infuriating confidence, up the hill and disappeared into the swirling fog.

We waited, our hands on our weapons, silence heavy around us. And then something rolled down the slope. A collective scream ripped from the throats of my men when they saw it was Amor’s head, eyes wide and frozen in terror. Rage, hot and primal, filled their faces, a thirst for vengeance that mirrored my own. And just like that my rival was gone.

I gave the order to charge. They surged up the hillside, a pack of wolves unleashed. The bandits began to scatter. I rode around their flank, loosed three arrows, one of which, in a cruel twist, found its mark in one of my own men. Not that it matters. Aika just sat on her horse, a silent observer, watching as our comrades butchered the fleeing bandits. Her face, inscrutable as ever, gave nothing away. What thoughts churn behind those dark eyes? Does she see me for what I am? A man consumed by bitterness, jealousy, or maybe some wierd love?

Perhaps Poros will offer some respite, some distraction.

 

[Gurg]

Monk

This blasted trip has been a trial. Drained every last copper in Lycaron to secure that silk for Poros, a gamble that felt foolish more times than I care to admit. The men grumbled, naturally. Went days without pay, their faces as long as the trip itself. Protests turned into snarls, but I held firm. Poros was the prize, and it was. Unloaded the silk this morning, and the scales tipped in my favor. Fifteen hundred dinars richer. A good haul, and finally, I can silence those gnawing doubts.

Aika’s words still sting, though. This whole venture, trying to prove… something. Doesn't matter now. On the road today, we passed a sprawling training camp. Swords flashing silver in the sun, the air thick with shouts and the thud of practice. Sent the men ahead, claiming a need to scout. Truth is, needed the solitude and the clang of steel more. Dug out my old saber and found a sparring partner. Sweat and the rhythmic clash… clears the mind like a cold wind.

Then it happened. Between parries, a flicker in my vision. Goldenhair, that fiery woman from the Western lands, her form fluid and strong in some forgotten exercise. Strange enough, but then Monk appeared beside her. Monk! That silent Eastern enigma. He was there, in the vision, just as he was all those years ago in the tribe from steppes. Wooden swords in hand, back then. “Munōna orokamono-tachi,” he’d growl – we thought it was some sacred phrase, the only words we ever heard from him. He showed us stances, strikes, defense. Then, an army marched through, and he vanished. Whispered tales followed – some said he’d been a killer, hired by unseen hands, that the army’s commander slaughtered in sleep was his act… but who truly knows? Seeing him now, even in a phantom vision… it rattles me. Maybe the sun has finally baked my brain. Or maybe, just maybe, there’s more to this journey than dinars and silk.



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*Japanese: You incompetent fools

 

[Gurg]

Arena

Training in the camp had been brutal, but I pushed through, each swing of the practice sword adding to the fire in my belly. I’d felt a surge of confidence as I finally caught up with the others who had departed for Lycaron earlier. Then, in the distance, a single dark silhouette on horseback, watching me. It was her. Aika. I was sure of it.

Lycaron was a bustling hive of activity. I quickly sold the three sacks of skins I'd bought in Poros, the clinking coins a satisfying reward. With the gold, I purchased a sturdy mule for carrying our gear. A good investment. But my thoughts were mostly on Aika. I'd decided a gift might loosen her heart. I bought her a beautiful, tooled leather saddle for her horse.

Later, I invited her to the Arena, hoping to impress her with my newfound skills. It was a grand place, echoing with the clang of steel and the roar of the crowd. I paid arena-master to let me take part in training. My heart thudded as I stepped into the dust, Aika’s gaze – a mix of curiosity and perhaps a hint of amusement – on me from the stands. Six fighters glared at me, their eyes promising pain. The rules were simple, brutal: everyone against everyone, last one standing wins. They thrust a spear, a shield, and a handful of javelins into my hands. The crowd roared, a hungry, baying beast.

I didn't think, I just acted. The first lout was focused on someone else. I charged, my javelin connecting with a sickening thud at his temple. He stumbled, and I followed through with a kick, bone crunching under my boot. He went down, and didn't get back up. The taste of victory was intoxicating, but brief. Another brute deflected my spear with his shield and then his wooden sword slammed into my shoulder, jarring my teeth. I staggered, and that's when the third one hit me with his shield, knocking the air from my lungs and the world spun as I hit the dirt. They kicked a few times, their boots bruising my ribs, but then they forgot me, claws drawn to each other. I crawled towards the exit, my lungs burning like embers, back screaming in protest.

The arena erupted in laughter as I stumbled out, defeated but grinning. My plan hadn't worked, but it had been entertaining. I slept soundly, dreaming of the thud of weapons. This morning, bruised but refreshed, we journey eastward. The road to whatever lies ahead calls.

 

[Gurg]

Coward

Today we repelled the bandits again. A few of them paid with their heads, but thankfully, we suffered no casualties. The victory felt hollow, though. Darkness fell quickly, leaving us stranded in the forest, thirteen souls huddled around three tired horses, a meager fire crackling between us. The flames danced across Aika’s face, highlighting her soft cheeks, the intensity of her black eyes. Even in the flickering light, her beauty was breathtaking.

We took shifts guarding the perimeter, our hushed whispers a counterpoint to the crackling fire. Aika lay curled beside her mare, a picture of serene weariness. I stole glances at her, the courage to speak failing me. Finally, I mumbled something about wanting to sit closer, expecting rejection. She simply turned away, her indifference a shield.

Fear held me captive. Fear of rejection, fear of misinterpreting her actions, fear of the judgment of the others in the group. I wanted to touch her, to feel the warmth of her skin against mine, but cowardice won. An hour passed. Everyone slept, save for me. I was laying next to Aika, watching her back and her hips. With agonizing slowness, I extended my hand, my little finger brushing her thigh. No reaction. Perhaps it was accidental. I let my finger linger, inching… closer.

Then, a sharp jab in my ribs. Aika’s elbow. Coincidence? Perhaps. But it felt deliberate, a clear message. I withdrew my hand, my boldness dissolving into shame. My snail retracted into his shell. I'm a fool, a coward, a pathetic mess. My heart aches, a dull throbbing echo of the fire’s dying embers. And I know, with a certainty that chills me, that I am unworthy of Aika's gaze, let alone her touch.

I’m twice her age, a relic of battles and worn leather. "Old dog," I muttered to myself, "your time is long past." I’ve promised myself to leave her be. She deserves a young man, someone whose hands haven’t seen so many winters.

 

[Gurg]

Lust

The road today was mercifully uneventful, that's good. We stumbled upon a village nestled between two hills, the houses like weary stones settled into the earth. I told the boys to make camp on the outskirts, their grumbling a familiar anthem to my ears. Aika and I went ahead, tasked with finding some sustenance.

As we approached, my mind drifted, as it often does, to the women who occupy my thoughts. One, Goldenhair, a whisper of a woman I’m seeing in visions, her face a beautiful, impossible dream. Then there was Aika, a storm of fury and steel, a she-wolf in warrior’s clothing, who I am both drawn to and terrified of. I wouldn’t know how to begin, or how to end with either of them.

At the edge of the village, a lone house stood apart. A woman, plump and middle-aged, stood in the doorway, her hand resting on a steaming pot. She held up two fingers, and I understood at once – lunch for two dinars. That was very expensive meal. Her hips swayed as she smiled, a subtle promise of dessert accompanying the offer. It was a welcome distraction from the weight of the road. I chuckled, a genuine laugh. I told Aika to go find food for the others, and she, with a look of weary resignation, headed into the village.

Inside, I placed the two dinars on the table. The woman turned and leaned over the boiling soup, her body a soft moving mountain as she stirred the pot. The scent of herbs and something meaty filled the small space. A fire, far more potent than the one in the hearth, roared in my blood. I couldn’t help myself. I moved behind her, pressing against her hips, my hands cupping her huge soft breasts, her weight yielding in my grasp. She dropped the ladle with a moan, and I straightened her, her eyes glazed with a hazy desire. A fleeting sensation, a prickle at the back of my neck, suggested someone was watching from the window, but it was quickly dismissed as the hunger took hold.

Five minutes later, I stepped back out into the sunlight, stretching, feeling a deep, primal satisfaction. It was the sort of respite a man craves after weeks in the saddle. I hadn't touched the soup, and I hadn't even noticed. I headed to camp, wondering where Aika had got to.

She found me soon enough, her face a thundercloud. She thrust two bloodied dinars into my hand. “Sen yemedin” she said, her voice low and sharp, “ve paranı yolculuk için biriktirmelisin.”*



*Turkish: You haven’t eaten, and you should save your money for the journey.

 

[Gurg]

Payment

As we approached the others, I was still shouting at Aika. The rage, hot and visceral, coursed through me, blurring the line between fury and fear. I grabbed her by the thin, delicate neck – her skin like porcelain beneath my calloused fingers - and shook her, screaming that she was stupid, that we would die because of her recklessness. The boys watched in stunned silence wandering what is going on. “Get ready,” I roared, my voice cracking in the tense air. “We are leaving now.”

No sooner had the words left my lips than they materialized from the shadows – the very things I had been berating Aika about failing to notice. It wasn't long before small groups of bloodthirsty scum began to appear around us, like vultures circling carrion. Soon, we were surrounded – thirty at least – a rabble armed with rusty farm tools, axes chipped and dull, and sickles that gleamed ominously in the filtered sunlight.

Four of them pushed forward. The leader, a greasy brute with a goatee beard and a crude leather jerkin, flanked by a half-naked witch with wild eyes and two hulking figures whose very stances screamed violence. He spat on the forest ground. He told me, his voice thick with resentment, that he had seen what we had done to that… whore in the village. Apparently, she was part of their “illegal circle.” He demanded recompense. Two thousand dinars for the “bloodshed.” A ludicrous sum, but in that moment, surrounded as we were, it seemed the quickest path to escape. I nodded, swallowing my pride, and agreed.

The leader grinned, a flash of rotten teeth in his grime-streaked face. “Kai tha mas dóseis aftí ti skýla,”* he added, his eyes sliding over to Aika, leering, predatory. He hadn’t even finished the sentence, the last vile syllable still hanging in the air, when something inside me snapped. I could not, would not bear to see his dirty gaze defile her, this jewel amongst dust.

Instinct took over. I sprang forward, a primal roar escaping my throat. Both hands slammed against his ears, a shockwave of pain. Then, I seized his skull, my thumbs driving into his eye sockets. A deafening shriek ripped through the forest, silencing even the rustling leaves. Chaos erupted.

Aika, bless her swiftness of mind and hand, reacted first. A flash of iron – her dagger – and the witch beside him crumpled, the blade buried deep in her chest. Before the hag even hit the ground, Aika’s sword was singing, a deadly arc that sliced through the neck of the closest thug.

Castor, ever watchful, ever smart, was at my side. He parried a clumsy swing aimed for my head, his blade flashing out to sever the attacker’s hand at the elbow. The severed hand, still clutching a rusty saber, thumped to the ground. Castor didn't hesitate, his sword plunging into the man’s gut.

Panic rippled through their ranks. Some turned and fled, scrambling back into the woods. Others, paralyzed by the sudden violence and the speed of our counter-attack, stood gaping. The boys, energized by the fight, charged, their blades thirsting. In moments it was over.

Standing amidst the carnage, hands slick with blood that wasn’t my own, I roared again, “Eípa, páme tóra!” **



* Greek: And you’ll give us this bitch.
** Greek: I said, let’s go now!

 

[Gurg]

Phycaon

Finally, the towering walls of Phycaon loomed before us. Dust-caked and weary, we rode through the city gates, a welcome sight indeed. Rest was much deserved after days on the bandit-ridden roads and fighting. The lads, flush with their recent pay, immediately made for the armourer and then the taverns. Let them have their fun, they’ve earned it.

Aika and I ventured to the market. Prices were steep, usual for a city this size. I considered selling some Phycaon cloth in Zeonica, where it fetches a good price, but the thought of retracing our steps so soon was unappealing. Onira is our goal now, and eastward we must go. Provisions were needed, especially food. None of us are blessed with culinary skills, a constant issue on the road.

While haggling for dried meat, I glanced back towards Aika. I saw a hooded figure approach her near a stall laden with spices. They paused, a brief exchange, and then the figure melted back into the crowd. Strange. When I asked Aika about it, she looked at me like I was mad, claiming no such encounter occurred. My unease grew.

I decided that the situation needed to change. I gave Castor a purse full of dinars, and ordered him to the slave market. I wanted a woman, I said, not too young, strong and resilient, and most importantly, one who knows how to cook. Castor grinned, a flash of teeth in his bearded face, and assured me he would find the right one. I can only hope so. It is all we need to continue.

 

[Gurg]

Elys

The city gate loomed, a dark maw against the pale dawn. We gathered, a motley crew, ready to face the uncertainties beyond the walls. Then Castor arrived, that sly fox, leading a woman, his purchase from the night prior. He introduced her as Elys, a name as unusual as her presence amongst us. Sixty years, he claimed, though she moved with the agility of a much younger woman. Towering over me, her gaze was serious, but when she smiled, a warmth spread that softened the harsh edges of the morning. She bowed, and said in western Vlandian tongue "I am your servant, Milord!" Her fast move with voice, deep and resonant, made me flinch back. Foolishly, I thought she might strike me.

"Pósa chrímata sas apoménoun?"* I demanded of Castor, a knot of anger tightening in my chest.

He just grinned, “Típota.”** The others, always ready to find humour in my troubles, chuckled.

The journey to Onira began. Elys, despite her start with me, proved herself invaluable. Her cooking was a balm to our weary souls. She knew every herb, every folk remedy. And she listened, offering advice that felt both ancient and wise. I found myself lying and watching the quiet growth of friendship between her and the others.

Even Aika. I saw her smile today, a genuine smile, devoid of the usual self-consciousness. A gap-toothed smile, fierce and wild, with a canine that jutted out like a tiny tusk. A real 'She-Wolf,' I thought, and yet, she was beautiful and cute. The others called Elys 'Mama', and I realised they meant it. Finally, we reached Onira. We found ourselves rooms near a busy market, the sounds of a new city washing over us, a strange family, formed by the road.



*Greek: How much money do you have left?
**Greek: Nothing.

 

[Gurg]

Hunt

Market day in Onira. A cacophony of bartering and bleating sheep. But amidst the chaos, opportunity gleamed. Four loads of velvet. A hefty sum, but whispers in the taverns of Phycaron promised rich returns. So, I bartered hard, counted coins, and secured the deal. We packed the wagons, the boys grumbling about the weight, and set our faces towards Phycaron. The journey was boring. We camped at the forest’s edge last night, the air crisp with autumn chill.

Woke with the dawn. Aika and Elys are already stirring, tending to the fire. Sent the boys to hunt. A deer would make a fine feast tonight. Elys, with her usual sharp tongue, told me to stop being useless and fetch water. The spring, she said, not far. As I walked, bucket swinging, an old tune from my youth snuck into my head. Nostalgia, that fickle mistress, tugged at my heart.

Then, the scream. High-pitched, raw, laced with terror. It tore through the morning air. My blood turned to ice. I dropped the bucket and ran, heart hammering against my ribs, a cold dread gripping me. Aika… Elys…

I burst into camp, breath ragged, tears blurring my vision. “No,” I choked out. “No, no, no…”

The scene… chaos. The cooking pot overturned, its contents spilled onto the dirt. Elys stood, wild-eyed, her shirt ripped, blood staining her temple. Over Aika, whose face was ashen. At their feet, a man lay sprawled, an axe buried deep in his back. Elys, voice trembling but firm, pointed. “He ran. The other one.”

Across the field, a figure was sprinting towards the dense wood. My sword, leaning against a wagon wheel, seemed to call to me. Fury, sharp and blinding, took hold. I vaulted onto Bayar, my warhorse, and spurred him into a gallop. Faster, faster! I would catch the cur.

I was upon him in moments, swung my saber with all my might. Missed! The blade slipped from my sweaty grip, flying wide into the field. Damnation! The bastard kept running.

I wheeled Bayar around, dismounted, retrieved my saber, and remounted. This time, slower, colder. Purposeful. I closed the distance, felt the familiar weight of the saber in my hand. Shifted my weight, focused on the back of his neck, just below the skull. The swing was clean, perfect. Like gliding through air. A sickening crunch, and he went down. A tuft of bloody hair hung from the tip of the saber.

I watched him writhe, a pathetic, bloody mess, gasping for air. Even beasts need to eat, I thought, watching the life drain from him.

Then, I rode back. The hunt was done.

 

[Gurg]

Shadow

Phycaon was a wash. Velvet shimmered beautifully under the midday sun, but coin, alas, did not shimmer into my purse. After wages, I was back to square one. Onira, though… pottery. That’s where the fortune lies, they say. So twelve cartloads it is. While haggling over the price of earthenware jugs – heavy enough to break a man’s foot if dropped, I noted – I saw Aika flitting off. I nodded to Castor, bless his observant soul, to tail her. Later, in the dim, smoky tavern, Castor reported she’d briefly entered a house before rejoining our little band. Suspicious.

Our shared room tonight was cramped, Aika, Elys and myself. Aika, true to form, turned her back the moment her head hit the straw tick. Elys, bless her brazen heart, shed her tunic and trousers right there in the flickering candlelight, every curve and shadow laid bare. A man would have to be stone to not look, and I am no stone. Soon, Elys's snores rumbled softly, but sleep remained a distant land for me.

I knew something was amiss. Sure enough, an hour past midnight, Aika slithered from her bed like a viper and out the door. I followed, keeping to the shadows. Not far from the tavern, the hooded figure reappeared. A brief exchange, hushed words, and then Aika scurried back. This time, I followed the stranger.

Doubt gnawed at me. Was I strong enough? Skilled enough? No matter. Surprise was my only advantage. I crept up behind him, grabbed his arm, swept his leg. Down he went, cracking his skull on the unforgiving cobblestones. I wrestled him up, demanding answers, but he was already gone, lost to the dark. I heaved him into a refuse pile, covered him with garbage – a fitting end – and slunk back to the tavern. Sleep will be difficult tonight. Tomorrow, perhaps, Onira's pottery will be worth the trouble. But tonight, I have a feeling I will be up all night. I'm not sure what I've gotten myself into this time.

 

[Gurg]

Onira

Onira. The dust of the road still settles on my boots, but the dinars in my purse sing a sweeter song. Two thousand and five hundred they clang, after all expenses for the pottery trade in this easternmost city of the Eastern Empire were settled. Enough to finally fund my journey east, back to the windswept steppes of Khuzait. Homeland. The word tastes like dried mare's milk and campfire smoke on my tongue – a good taste.

Aika and I strolled through the market today, soaking in the Eastern Empire’s atmosphere. Even after all this time on the road together, the sight of her still makes my stomach flutter. I was bartering for some dried apricots when a particularly chatty market woman caught our ear.

Apparently, all Hell’s about to break loose. Seems a Vlandian envoy, sent for secret peace talks in Phycaon, was found dead in a refuse heap! Vlandia is threatening fire and brimstone, and the Empress is in a alert state, claiming innocence and locking down Phycaon. The whole Empire's on edge, she said, eyes wide.

While she spoke, Aika kept her gaze fixed on me, trying to figure out what I was thinking. Was I watching the woman's eyes? Her mouth? Her breasts?

No, I was staring at the dark alley I remembered so well from that night and the only thing that came to mind was, "Shit."

 

[Gurg]

Homeland

We entered the first village in Khuzait today. Homeland. Dust chokes my throat, not joy. Ironic, isn’t it? I thought returning to the land of my birth would stir some deep-seated feeling. But the feeling that stirred was… emptiness. It struck me then, clear as the desert sun: home isn't a place on a map, a walled city, or even this damned yurt. Home is a person you love: a parent, a spouse, a child, a friend. If you don’t have that, you are homeless.

This evening, Elys and I sat by the fire, the flickering light painting shadows on her face. She spoke wistfully of Vlandia, her homeland, a land I once shared with Goldenhair. With a fragile hope, I asked if perhaps Elys knew of her. Elys considered this, her brow furrowed in thought. “It’s possible. Describe her to me. Perhaps I’ve heard whispers.”

"She is like the most beautiful rose in the rose garden," I started, my voice catching. "A lock of her hair is like a saber that kills whoever sees her. Her eyebrows are like the most skillfully crafted bows, which shoot her glances that wound the hearts. Her lips are like the most beautiful bud with pearls scattered beneath them. When she smiles, her warmth melts the snowy mountains. When she frowns, she extinguishes volcanoes with her cold. She is slender as a cypress, when she flees she does it like a gazelle, and when she attacks she does it like a lioness. She is the most beautiful of women..."

Elys watched me, eyes wide, a strange mixture of fascination and something I couldn’t quite decipher. Then, she looked away. I turned to see Aika standing behind me, tears streaming down her face. Her hand flew to her mouth as she stifled a sob and fled into the darkness.

The fire crackles, mocking my confusion. Did she think I spoke of her? Or did the force of my description, the raw longing in my voice, reveal the truth? That she is not the subject of my affections, that I am hopelessly lost in the memory of another? I am a fool. And perhaps, a cruel one.

 

[Gurg]

Caravan

Today, we became something more than just a band of wanderers. We are a warband, however small. In the villages we skirted, needling the edges of the great steppe, I found eager hands and hungry eyes. Not difficult, finding men who could handle a horse, a bow and a blade. Each one cost me 120 dinars upfront, a hefty sum, but worth it. I also replaced Bayar, my old, reliable steed, for a brute of a steppe horse – muscle and stamina where Bayar offered only loyalty. Bayar now pulls the cart, a respectable retirement, I think.

Now, we are twenty strong, five archers, five mounted, Aika, and others footmen with steel. On the road to Odokh, we crossed paths with eleven bandits – a pathetic, ragged lot. We dispatched them quickly, capturing four. They are currently bound, gagged, and wondering about their futures.

Odokh was profitable. I sold the bandits' meager possessions, their worn saddles, rusty blades, and a few trinkets. I invested some of the earnings in a proper shield, a hefty thing of wood and iron. My saber is swift, but lacks the necessary protection for a prolonged fight. The shield will buy me time, close the gaps in my defense.

Then, Akadan the Dyer approached me. He overheard tales of our little victory, the swift justice meted out to those bandits. He offered us protection for his caravan – 350 dinars a day, as long as we were on the road. A tempting offer. My expenses are roughly 100 dinars a day, for food and upkeep. It would fill our coffers, and take us to cities I've only heard whispered in taverns.

I turned to Aika, hoping for some spark of approval in her usually passive face. I asked what's her opinion. She simply shrugged. That infuriating, dismissive shrug that makes my blood boil.

“Ne istiyorsun artık? - ” I asked, the anger bubbling up inside me.

"Sen ne istiyorsun?”

“Seni istiyorum!”

"Yalnız bırak beni."



- So what do you want anyway? - What do you want? - I want you! - Leave me alone.

 

[Gurg]

Ambush

At the exit from Odokh, I introduced myself to Akrum, the caravan leader. A gruff man, but welcome nonetheless. He acknowledged us – my twenty mercenaries – and pointed north towards Akkalat. Ten of his men, twenty of mine. A solid group, I thought, until the reality of the road hit.

Halfway through, we stopped for rest. Elys, ever attentive, was pulling off my boot, her eyes holding that experienced, seductive gaze. Damnation, that woman knew how to distract a man. Before I could fully enjoy the moment, a scout burst from the trees, practically screaming, "Amade be! Bîst bandit, hemû li ser hespan!"*

Forget the boot. I jammed it back on, shoved axe into Elys's hands, and barked, "Stay put." I positioned my infantry in front of the pack animals, ordering Aika to remain back until I gave the word. With my five mounted archers, I drew my sword, mounted, and waited, the coppery tang of anticipation thick in the air.

From the distance, shouts, the rabid cries of bandits, and the ground itself began to tremble. These weren’t just highwaymen; these were mounted wolves, eager to spill blood.

Akrum’s guards charged head-on. Foolish and brave. With my archers, I circled, raining arrows from afar. They broke slowly; the survivors found themselves under the withering fire of my footed archers. And even if they broke through that, they would find Castor and my infantry waiting with spears and swords lowered. Aika, patient as always, lurked on horseback further back, catching those who managed to slip through.

In the heat of it, a sharp pain seared my right shoulder. A bandit arrow found its mark but the wound was clean. Soon enough, the dust settled, leaving a scene of carnage and victory. We collected the bandits’ weapons and horses, distributed them amongst ourselves, and planned to sell what remained when we reached Akkalat. A profit, and a message sent: don't prey on those under my protection. The first task went well.



* Get ready! Twenty bandits, all mounted!

 

[Gurg]

Pain

We arrived in Akkalat as dusk painted the sky in hues of blood orange and bruised purple. My shoulder throbbed. Elys, bless her, wasted no time. She cleansed the gash – a souvenir from that blasted ambush – and applied her herbal ointment. It stung like a hornet, but the relief was immediate, a soothing balm against the gnawing pain. We rested, then pushed north, towards Chaikand.

Days on horseback, coupled with the injury, ground my bones to dust. Hardly had we settled into a rhythm when another dust cloud billowed on the horizon. Horse robbers, the vultures of the steppes. Their tactics were predictable. I wheeled my mounted archers around, loosing a volley of arrows. Ten I shot, one found its mark, piercing a bandit below the shoulder. He tumbled from his saddle like a sack of stones. I drew my saber, adrenaline coursing through me, and gave chase. I caught a glimpse of Aika, mirroring my movements with a keen eye. Another skirmish, another victory, and no losses for us.

Chaikand welcomed us with open arms and dusty streets. I haggled hard, selling the captured horses and bandits, and collected my escort fee. 2500 dinars! A king's ransom.

But tonight, the victory feels hollow. My groin, knees, shoulder – every joint screams in protest. I groaned, unable to rise from my bedroll. Elys, bless her, got up from her bed. She stood over me, her gray-silver hair loose around her shoulders, her hands planted firmly on her hips. In the dim light of the single candle, she looked magnificently predatory, like a falcon sizing up a helpless creature.

"What ails you now?" she asked, her voice edged with amusement. I complained, a litany of aches and pains.

She smiled, a slow, knowing curve of her lips. "I will take away all your pain," she said, her eyes gleaming with a promise that was both comforting and…intriguing.

And she did.

 

[Gurg]

Castor

The Chaikand market bustled today, a riot of smells and shouting. Me and Castor hawked our wares – wood, skins still smelling faintly of the hunt, salted meat, and river fish glistening under the morning sun. I even managed a smile, remembering last night. My back had been screaming after days on the road, but now I'm better.

Elys, that woman of hidden talents, started massaging my aching muscles. Just when I was hoping for more, she vanished, returning with Castor. A confused moment turned into revelation. Castor, a mountain of a man, held my shoulders firm while Elys worked her magic – or perhaps her subtle form of torture - on my limbs. She’s a bone-setter, no doubt, with joints clicking back into place. Painful, it was very painful, but the relief afterward... worth it, I suppose.

Castor. Loyal as a hound and strong as an ox. Found him near Poros. Saved me from a bandit sword more than once. He was my ears and eyes in and out of the group. He told me on the road to Akkalat that a few rogues had propositioned him, wanting us to join a caravan raids. I refused, of course. I told him I had bigger plans.

My vision is a slow burn, not a quick flame. We’ll infiltrate the ruling class, Castor. Gold, steel, and a silver tongue will be our keys. Then, then we’ll bleed the populace dry and say that those are taxes and duties. We'll shed blood and burn, pillage, enslave and destroy, all in the name of king, country, or whatever. And they'll call us liberators, freedom fighters, heroes. We'll amass wealth beyond counting, and the more we take, the louder they'll cheer. That's the game, Castor. And we're going to win.

 

[Gurg]

Tools

When we got back to Akkalat, it turned out that the rumors about the goods we bought in Chaikand were nothing but whispers borne of desperation. We sold our wares for less than we had paid. Frustrated but resolute, we set forth again the next day, our sights set north to Ortogard, a town perched on the shimmering shore of the great lake.

The path led us through a sleepy village, where a weary farmer approached us with a plea. He had no tools to work his land, no means to provide for his family. With fervor in his eyes, he offered three horses for a cart of tools. It struck me—a simple proposal, yet it spoke volumes about the plight of those around us. I promised him we would return with what he needed. Aika, ever the compassionate spirit, watched me with admiration as I made the vow.

Once we reached Ortogard, I wasted no time. The clatter of coins filled the air as we loaded carts with sturdy tools, envisioning the farmer’s farm flourishing once I returned.

Later, as Elys and I wandered the bustling market, I couldn’t help but mention Aika, hoping to share a laugh, only to be met with her solemn expression. “She wants to leave,” Elys murmured, each word heavy with consequence.

An invisible noose tightened around my neck, suffocating the breath from my lungs. I sank into a nearby chair, staring vacantly into the swarming market, my mind swimming with the duality of fear and hope.

 

[Gurg]

Shore

This morning dawned with an oppressive heat, the kind that makes the air shimmer like an endless horizon. I awoke to the sound of birds chirping, the sun a blazing orb over the horizon. I turned my gaze towards Aika's tent, only to find her absence—an empty space that stirred an unsettling ache in my chest. Glancing over at Elys, she merely raised her brow and nodded towards the lake, a knowing smile dancing on her lips.

Heart pounding like a war drum, I made my way toward the lake. The sun glinted off the surface of the lake, a mirror reflecting the heavens. As I stepped closer, my breath caught in my throat.

There she was—Aika, her form shimmering in the sunlight, her skin glistening like the finest alabaster as she bathed in the lake. I felt as if the world had melted away, leaving just her and me. In that moment, my mind wandered to an song, a treasure of the old Eastern language that whispered of love and longing:

"You want to go and become a memory, but you feel pity for me.
You pretend that you love me, and that’s your everyday game."

Trembling overtook me; the sweet torment of one-sided love tightened its grip.

I turned to leave, wishing to shield my heart from this suffering, when her voice cut through the air—warm and inviting. “Gel.” The single word sent shivers down my spine. The sun wrapped around me like a soft embrace, urging me forward.

As she emerged from the water, droplets cascading off her, Aika took a step towards me, only to slip in the muddy earth. Instinct kicked in, and I rushed to assist, but fate had other plans. I too lost my footing, landing beside her in a splatter of mud and laughter. It was impossible to resist; we both erupted into uncontrollable giggles, the awkwardness of the moment binding us together in that shared joy.

Yet, in the silence that followed, I reached out to wipe away a clump of mud from her cheek. It was a simple gesture, one born from care, but the unexpected sting of her hand slap across my ear shocked me. My hat flew off, landing comically at a distance. I heard a buzzing, and her lips moving.

“Ne dedin?” I blurted, the buzzing in my ear fading slowly. When the world sharpened back into focus, I caught the mischievous glint in her eye. “Bana ancak kocam dokunabilir.”

A wave of confusion washed over me. “Peki kocan kim?” I asked, bewildered.

Her smile was radiant, a playful twist of lips that ignited a spark of joy in my heart. “Gerçekten aptalsın.”



Come! - What did you say? - Only my husband can touch me like that. - And who is your husband? - You really are an idiot.

 

[Gurg]

Wall

In the afternoon, I craved solitude, a moment to revel in the beauty of life. So, I climbed the high walls of Ortongard, letting the cool breeze dance on my face. I gazed at the endless expanse of golden fields and shimmering rivers that seemed to stretch into infinity. Soon, I would marry Aika, the woman who stole my heart. My friends stood beside me, unwavering in their loyalty, and my purse brimmed with the riches of our latest conquests. How beautiful life is.

I took a deep breath, closed my eyes, and raised my head to the sky, letting euphoria wash over me. But in an instant, that feeling shattered into darkness.

I was falling, plummeting from the wall like a stone cast into the abyss.

Who pushed me? Was it Aika, driven by some hidden agenda, or seeking vengeance for the poor soul I condemned? Or was it Elys, a witch cloaked in the guise of servitude, eager to break her chains through my demise? Perhaps it was Castor, ambitious and ruthless, believing he could steer the helm better than I could.

But maybe it was simply me—my own clumsy misstep that led to this cruel fate. It hardly matters now.

Pain surged through me as the world spun wildly. The last thing I saw was a bug that paused to see what had caused the sudden impact, then continued with its work as if nothing had happened.

The final sound that escaped my lungs was a wretched whisper, a fleeting breath caught between life and oblivion:

“Aaa...iii...khhh...”

And then, silence.

 

[Gurg]

Well, I finished today TEN program, so after 30 days I measured my body to see if there is any change (kg and cm).

Weight 72 (-3)
Chest 97 (+2)
Belly 89 (-5)
Hips 95 (-3)
Upper Arm 31 (-1)
Thighs 50
Calf 36 (-1)

Thanks to @Mamatigerj @Fremen @aku-chan for their support in my imaginary quest.

And special thanks to Goldenhair @neilarey for sharing her aura with us.

 

[Mamatigerj]

Happy Badge Day!

That was quite a dramatic and unexpected ending!

 

[MadamMeow]

Congrats for TEN!

 

[Gurg]

That was quite a dramatic and unexpected ending!

Dear MamaTiger, it doesn't have to be the end. Right now I have a project that will last about two months, so I can't continue writing every day.
I'm glad that at least someone followed the story. I personally enjoyed it. The idea was to try something new, actually it is the PC game "Mount and Blade 2: Bannerlord", an RPG in an imaginary medieval world. The goal is through various missions and selections from an ordinary adventurer to become a king and own armies and lands.
Of course, that environment also requires great physical effort, and that's where DAREBEE comes in, to personally feel the physical effort of long hikes, horseback riding, fighting, archery, and physical work with DAREBEE exercises.
But in order not to be dry, it was also necessary to add the universal characteristics to the characters: love and hate, passion and jealousy, envy and sacrifice, hope and hopelessness, goal and aimlessness, imagination and magic, superstition and reality, etc.
Ideas are born every day, but if a product has no buyer, it becomes cheap and ultimately useless. That's how it is with this story.

 

[Gurg]

Happy 8th March, Women's Day

 

[Gurg]

Hi, today I finished
Totals program
Warrior arms challenge
As I bought dumbbells, I started workouts one by one: Full body, Strength, Normal, Dumbbells, 5kg, lvl 1 (26/33)

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Story

Silence.

Continuation Quest:
- 5 Minute Elbow Plank in One Go! - to wake up from unconsciousness (1:33 - FAIL!)

Spoiler: After the fall