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Whew. Okay. So. Uh. Today's been a rough one. I can't give too many personal details, but I will ask y'all to keep someone close in your prayers. They're being hurt by someone that should love them. And they can't seem to find a way out. Yet, this person who is hurting them is keeping them from doing some horribly self-destructive things. It's tearing people close to me apart and I kinda just don't know what to do.

Except for,

1,059 - The bare minimum. Just did power squats day 5 and a wall-pushup hold. My head aches from crying and I'm just exhausted.

449 - Attempted five minute meditation - I mean the timer was five minutes, just my focus was off, mostly lmao OKAY I'M COUNTING IT AND SO ARE YOU

Good thing - At least we had delicious taco salad tonight.

Cooper status - Good boy is the goodest boy through it all. Man, we don't deserve dogs-- If you wanna know what you can do for me right now, just like, hug a dog for me.
 

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You guys are wonderful and I love you all. Mwah.

I will repay you all somehow.

1,060 - Just did chest and back light, epic calves and power squats day 9.

450 - Five minute meditation!

Good thing - I'm still rattled but I've been given a lot of love. I will never complain about that. Ever.

Cooper status - Fluffy boy loves you a lot. And he thinks you're super cute-- Wait, no, he's issuing a correction here -- HE KNOWS you're super cute!!!!!
 

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1,061 - Epic calves, power squats day 10!

451 - Five minute meditation!

ZORO WORKOUT - Chest and back light!

Good thing - A weighted plushie to help with my anxiety came in today. It is a possum. LET'S SEE IF THIS WORKS.

Cooper status - He is just a little guy, who wants you to keep hydrated. Do it for you. And him. But also you. Because I mean if you drink water he doesn't become hydrated, he does that on his own, so I mean. Y'know. Stuff.
 

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1,062 - Epic calves, power squats day 11!

452 - Five minute meditation!

ZORO WORKOUT - Chest and back light!

Good thing - WEIGHTED PLUSHIE WORKS.

Cooper status - He's just a little guy who went to the groomers today. Now his fluff is incomprehensibly soft. I pet him on the head and due to the sheer gentleness of his floof I briefly heard the secret to all things. It took me hours to calm down as I went mad with the knowledge.
 

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1,063 - Epic calves, power squats day 12! And the Pokemon go route in the mall!

453 - Five minute meditation!

ZORO WORKOUT - Chest and back light!

Good thing - Ooooh my God alright so, my buddy recommended I read, "The Four Agreements" by don Miguel Ruiz and it's calling me out. It is super calling me out. I am being cyberbullied (I'm reading on my kindle) by a book. AND IT'S GREAT BUT WHAT THE HECK

Cooper status - ! floof!
 

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1,064 - Helping out with moving furniture, power squats day 13!

454 - Five minute meditation!

ZORO WORKOUT - Chest and back light!

Good thing - I'm sad because a costume I wanted is too small for me and my brain turned it into a weight issue. And then my friends who know my brain were like, "Fish, dude, you ordered an XL and that wasn't an XL size, ur good, bro." ... Also I had therapy today which I HELLA NEEDED.

Cooper status - He observed us as we moved furniture outside. We apparently did good.
 
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1,065 - Epic calves, power squats day 14!

455 - Five minute meditation!

ZORO WORKOUT - Chest and back light!

Good thing - Ah, it rained today. The frogs ought to be happy.

Cooper status - IT RAINED. HE IS NOT HAPPY. HE WANTED TO GO OUTSIDE AND SUPERVISE THE ACTIONS OF THE HUMANS BUT NO. WE HAD TO SUMMON THE RAIN. WE ARE FOOLS. MAY WE BE FORGIVEN FOR OUR WEATHER RELATED ACTIONS BY THE SAINTS, FOR COOPER SHALL NOT GIVE US SUCH MERCY.
 

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1,066 - Epic calves, power squats day 15!

456 - Five minute meditation!

ZORO WORKOUT - Chest and back light!

Good thing - IT'S SO NICE OUT I HAVE MY WINDOW OPEN AND I CAN HEAR THE FROGS. Yeah. I love frogs. What can you do about it?

Cooper status - FLUFFY BOY GOT ICE CREAM, HE FORGIVES THE RAIN FOR HAPPENING YESTERDAY.
 

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1,067 - Epic calves with a couple more reps, power squats day 16!

457 - Five minute meditation!

ZORO WORKOUT - Chest and back light!

Good thing - Lady who works in an office on our floor gave me baked goods today for giving her coffee yesterday YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH

Cooper status - fluff boi lov u <3
 

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1,068 - Epic calves, power squats day 17!

458 - Five minute meditation!

ZORO WORKOUT - Chest and back light!

Good thing - I watched an insane Pokemon battle with my buddies so that was lit. AND,

Cooper status - I GOT TO CUDDLE COOPER SINCE MOM AND DAD WERE OUT FOR A BIT AFTER WORK AND THEREFORE, CUDDLE.
 

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1,069 - Power squats day 18!

459 - Five minute meditation!

ZORO WORKOUT - Chest and back light!

Good thing - Went to the doctors! I'm not gonna die but uh. If my symptoms don't go down then ya girl may need a colonoscopy at 31. And I also live in America, so... ... Well, I have a roadmap on what to do, I guess. MOAR WATER.

Cooper status - And because I need moar water, so do you. DID YOU DRINK WATER? THE HYDRATION DOGGO ASKS.
 

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1,070 - Power squats day 18! Epic calves! And a couple kilometers around the mall!

460 - Five minute meditation!

ZORO WORKOUT - Chest and back light!

Good thing - FINALLY. FRIDAY. TIME TO SLEEP IN. GOODNIGHT. I LOVE YOU.

Cooper status - Nothing is more meaningful than when he approaches me and wags his tail because like, dude. That means he's happy. I bring joy to a joy-bringer.
 

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1,071 - Power squats day 19! And walking around the farmers market!

461 - Five minute meditation!

ZORO WORKOUT - Chest and back light! And helping dad lift stuff!

Good thing - Got a big hug from my godparents at the farmers market so :)

Cooper status - ICE CREM HAPPENED HE IS... HAPPY!
 

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"I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time, but Im too young to worry..."
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For Cooper! :heart:
 

f1shie

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@MadamMeow My theory has been confirmed, MadamMeow is truly the light of our lives.

Dude it got so nice and sunny outside today that I wanted to break the windows at work and chill on the roof. But unfortunately, I had to choose between liking employment and vitamin D, and health insurance won out.

This time.

1,073 - A lil' walk around the mall and power squats day 21!

463 - A few minutes before sleep <3

Good thing - NEED TO DO MOAR FOR FARMERS MARKET

Cooper status - Fluff boy is happy that you're his friend <3
 

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I clearly was tired af because no, I don't need to do anything for the farmers market, it's the flea market this weekend. I NEED TO DO MOAR.

1,074 - A lil more walking at the mall, had to go there to do something round my lunch time and picked up some treats for a coworkers birthday. It's not today, it's just, her actual birthday is gonna be a dreary day and today was too nice to be locked in the office all day. And power squats day 22!

464 - Five minute meditation!

ZORO WORKOUT - Chest and back light!

Good thing - TODAY WAS TOO NICE. I NEED MORE OF IT.

Cooper status - Fluff boy is happy for the sun fun MadamMeow came today. He chilled out in the garden with mom and was a great helper floofie.
 

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@MadamMe This pleases him.

1,075 - Not a lot today, I did power squats day 23 + some clenches and unclenches and that was all I was in the mood for. Basically, family drama, ain't it great lol

465 - I've been practicing doing like, mini meditations throughout the day. Like just stopping and doing it for a minute. It's GREAT.

Good thing - End of the day sucked but I found a new place for breakfast today so that was lit.

Cooper status - Ah, the goodest boy in the world, how he lov u.
 

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1,076 - Still not a lot today, but... I'll be alright, we got this. Power squats day 24.

466 - Five minute meditation!

ZORO WORKOUT - Chest and back light!

Good thing - I lov u. Also, I got to chill with Forest the therapy doggo today. Please look at him. He is very big. Like his enormity is amazing. My God. He does this pose when he is comfy.

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Cooper status - And he lov u. Here is him gently giving you an avocado. Okay, he's gently giving my dad his avocado toy, but he can also gently give the avocado to you.

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@Maegaranthelas You too are sunshine in a dark world. And for your hydration, you deserve an avocado.

1,077 - Flea market setup requiring me lifting stuff and also! Since I needed to kill time before setup, did the Pokémon go mall route. That’s right baby. We did walking.

467 - five minute meditation!

Good thing - I’m comfy and happy in my bed right now. All is well.

Cooper status - ICE CREM HAPPENED!!!! HE HAPPY
 

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1,078 - Flea market happened today, so lots of lifting and walking... And occasionally I'd skip to my destination which is probably why my feet hurt right now? WHATEVER I HAD FUN SHUT UP

468 - Five minute meditation!

Good thing - Didn't make as much as I wanted but we got stuff done, yay!

Cooper status - He missed me, little guy. He defo got some boops <3
 

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@Maegaranthelas THEY ARE which is why I took it easy today because I am tired af.

1,079 - Just did the sixty second arm hold thing for today and some calf raises. I am sleppy.

469 - Five minute meditation!

Good thing - Happy mother's day, my mom is wonderful and she got lovely gifts and we went out to have a hella good lunch at this Tuscan place in town. HELL YEAH

Cooper status - He was, of course, the goodest boy as he is a super momma's boy. Like for real.
 

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1,080 - Power squats day 25, some calf raises!

470 - Five minute meditation!

Good thing - Aaaah, so nice out today. Love the sun. And love you.

Cooper status - The hydration doggo hopes you've been keeping hydrated. Also, he loves you, like, a lot. A super lot. You're the best you he knows, so you better be taking care of yourself. If not for yourself, do it for him.
 

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1,081 - Power squats day 26, calf raises, 50 knee strikes!

471 - Five minute meditation!

ZORO WORKOUT - Chest and back light!

Good thing - One of the therapy dogs came in today! His name is Bruce and he's a sort of doodle friend. He likes giving kisses :)

Cooper status - !!!! (He is proud of you!)
 

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1,082 - Power squats day 27! Lifting Cooper to the couch to cuddle! (This counts. He is 30 pounds of fluffle.)

472 - Five minute meditation!

ZORO WORKOUT - Chest and back light and some clenches/unclenches during Jak II cutscenes!

Good thing - Hung out with Cooper. He said he loves all of you.

Cooper status - Fluffy boy defended me while mom and dad were out!
 

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COOPER LOVES ALL.

1,083 - Power squats day 28!

473 - Five minute meditation!

ZORO WORKOUT - Chest and back light and some wall pushup holds!

Good thing - The big therapy doggo was in today and he gave me a mlem on the head. I am so blessed. HE IS SO BEEG.

Cooper status - FLUFF BOY LOVES ALL.
 

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1,085 - Some walking! AND FINISHED POWER SQUATS YEAAAAH

475 - Five minute meditation!

ZORO WORKOUT - Chest and back light!

Good thing - Just a chill day, despite uh, concern about a situation. ... What do y'all do when an online friend you love very much goes AWOL lmao

Cooper status - FLUFF BOY GOT ICE CREM!!!!!!!!!!
 

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"Energy and persistence conquers all things. -Benjamin Franklin"
Congrats on Power Squats! :staystrong:

I hope your friend is okay. :hug: If it were my friend, I would try to reach out and let them know that I am there for them and that I care about them. Especially if I only had the one, online way to reach them.
 
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Thanks guys <3

@Syrius I've done that, but... Still nothin'. Just wondering what to do now while I wait, y'know? I think it's the waiting that gets me, especially if I don't know the resolution.

1,086 - Some calf raises!

476 - Five minute meditation!

ZORO WORKOUT - The elbow clicks!

Good thing - I did get a lot of crocheting done at least.

Cooper status - Fluffy boy is happy you're here <3
 

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1,088 - Not a lot since the podcast episode tonight went way longer than expected lmao, but, - calf raises happened at least!

478 - And five minute meditation!

ZORO WORKOUT - Some shoulder taps and clenches/unclenches!

Good thing - But podcast tiem means friend tiem! ... Which I needed. I'm uh, still not hearing anything from that person I mentioned earlier.

Shit.

Cooper status - Anyway BEHOLD HIM, FOR HE WENT TO THE GROOMERS! ARE YOU BEHOLDING HIS DERP FACE AS HE ASKS OUR MOMTHER IF DINNER IS EARLY FOR HIM YET


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@Maegaranthelas WHYYYY. WHY MUST THE PICTURES NOT LAST LONG HERE.

Just imagine the cutest thing ever.

1,090 - Epic calves!

480 - Five minute meditation!

ZORO WORKOUT - Chest and back light! And gently lifting Cooper for cuddles!

Good thing - Mom made pasta. I am pleased. And I'm going to the besties for the weekend after work tomorrow!

Cooper status - Fluffy boy is guilting me over leaving but jokes on him I WILL COME BACK WITH TREATS
 

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1,091 - Clenches/unclenches and shoulder taps! And some walking HELO I AM AT MY BESTIES

481 - Five minute meditation!

Good thing - At besties now. All is well. I am comfy.

Cooper status - Alas he guilted me before I left. It's okay though. Sweet boy knows big sis will be back with his favorite treats, since they sell them down here! What're his favorite treats you may ask? One of the local farmers markets has these delicious homemade apple honey treats he goes insane for!
 

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1,092 - Clenches/unclenches, torso twists and WALKIN BABYYYYYYYYYYYYY

482 - Five minute meditation!

Good thing - Bestie and I had a good day! Now I sleep. Especially on a new pillow I got (IT HAS POKEMON ON IT OKAY I HAD TO SHUT UP)

Cooper status - He's been such a good boy today, apparently. Protecting mom and dad from EVIL THINGS.
 
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1,093 - Calf raises! Lil bit of walking! Clenches/unclenches! Just had a chill day, but still moving when I can!

483 - Five minute meditation!

Good thing - I did feel like crap most of the day due to allergies but my bestie is kind and understanding so wheee goodnight.

Cooper status - Oh man. He's gonna see me tomorrow. He's gonna be so CUDDLED. He still loves you, byyyy the way.
 
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